SA MGA MUKANG TANGANG NAGTAG SA TAGBOARD KO NG KUNG ANO ANO.
all i can say is, okaii na kayo? pwede ba. mind your own life. hindi yung, pati buhay ng ibang tao, pinapakialaman niyo. why should i listen to your insults? eh kung masaya ba ko, anong magagawa niyo? takte. kung mkapagsalita kayo na JUNIOR na ko and stuff. kayo nga jan eh, gagraduate na, nangaaway pa ng lower batch. tsss. ano mas nakakahiya? and if ever hindi kayo seniors at nang gago lang rin kayo, well, i'd say the same thing. hindi naman kayo nagpapasaya sakin. hindi rin kayo nagpapaaral or bumubuhay sakin or whatever sakin para pakialaman niyo ko. wala kayong magawa? pakamatay nalang kayo. i dont care about what you say as long as im happy. kung di kayo masaya sa buhay niyo, well, thats not my problem.
honestly, i don't know what to do.. there are so many things uncertain to me. but there's only one thing that is certain to me.. i don't want to lose what we have. i keep asking myself.. what's the right thing to do.. but the right thing to do seems to be the would-be reason of the pain that i'm afraid of. now tell me. what am i suppose to do? ayokong magdecision na alam kong pagsisisihan ko. that's why i'm asking you to decide on what we should do. ano ba gusto mong mangyari.? you keep asking me to decide when you're the one who's confused. ayokong mapilitan ka sa bagay na gusto kong mangyari. whatever it is that you want to happen, i'll accept it.. gusto kong mawalan ka nang problema. i hate to see you sad and depressed because of this. i want to see you smile again. i want to see the "lively" you again. i wanna see you laugh and joke around like you used to do.. kaya ikaw ang pinagdedesishon ko. whatever it is that will make you happy, yun ang gawin mo. i'd understand. kahit ano pa yan, maiintindihan ko..
uhm. haha. uhm talaga yung start eh.haha. im so tired. ewan ko ba kung bakit. andami kong ginawa buong week. tas stress na stress na talaga ko sa studies. geom please. geom. bakit kasi may geom pa. aha. im so messed up. kahit nagegets ko ung lesson, hindi ko magets. gets? haha. labo. labo talaga. super. and then, english. i mean, i have to finish na ung sa introduction. i have to be ready for the defense cos there's no way i can pass english kapag hindi ko inayusan. argh. hate it. good thing my friends are here. and good thing you're here.
anyway. i woke up at around 1o.3o or sumthing. i took a bath, had breakfast and studied for geom. fuck. geom. hate it tlaga. well, there's nothing i can do about it anyway. and then, ayun, katxt ko si pichay. tas nagonline na ko. wala namang magawa eh. visited people's site. then i researched for english. kailangan eh. kahit ayaw mo. third year is so hard. well, for me siguro. good thing 4th quarter na. mlapit ng matapos. pero... mag44th year na kami. one year nalang. i only have one year left in highschool. i'll be graduating next year and leave. kahit ayaw mo, wala ka namang mggawa. kahit ayaw mong iwan, kailangan. hindi naman mpipigilan eh.. argh. hate this. oh well.. ayoko munag isipin. masaya naman ako ngayon eh. siguro, i'll try nalang to make my life better. aayusin ko lahat. hindi ko muna iisipin yung mga hindi muna dapat isipin..
oh well. guess thats about it. wala na kong maisip eh. k. alis na me. hemkay.
BONDING AGAIN WITH ISAI, PICHAY, VERO AND KATREENA.:)
so we went to isai's house yesterday. i was supposed to be there at 13o pero ung tito ko kasi, sobrang kulit so i arrived at around 23o or something. rar. oh well. super saya kahapon. after ko dumating sa house ni isai, we went to sm north edsa, sa the block. nagikot.ikot kami. we were supposed to watch a movie kaya lang walang mganda so hndi nlang. so yun. bumili kami ng food sa breadtalk. walang chairs so nagpunta kami ng wham kasi bibilan rin ni isai ng burger yung kuya niya. after nun. nagikot.ikot kami ulit. nagtoykingdom rin kami. veronica bought something for. hemhem. aha. then yun. kwentuhan lang kami. so mejo mabilis lang kami dun. sinundo kami ng kuya ni isai. then bumalik na kami sa house ni isai. we had dinner and then nagpunta na sa room. we watched veronica mars. pero parang walang nanonood. si katreena lang. haha. si veroncia, busy sa pagiinternet. si pichay and ako, and si isai rin, text ng text. haha. si katreena. wow. enjoy na enjoy eh. haha. tpos nun, kumain kami ng pizza. grabe antakaw ko. haha. dami kong nkain. and then, after nun. pic.pics lang kami and all. asaran. hemkay. and then.. gumamit akos andali ng pc. so nagvideo and soundtrip lang kami. mga old songs eh. sometimes, evrything you do, as long as you love me. mga lumang tugtugin. yek. haha. ang mganda alng na pnatugtog nila.. i promise and because you live. hemhem. ahaha. bakit kaya? kk. tas un. nagworship kami through youtube. sinearch namin yung mga YFC songs. tas ang saya talaga. nung sabay sabay kaming kumanta. tas bglang sabi ni isai.. "aww. together, friends" basta.. gnun ung sense. hahaha. im glad nagkasama sama kami ulit bago "tuluyang" mtapos ang taon. lalim men. hahaha. kk. okaii na ko. nkaaalis ako ng mga 1o3o kila isai. nkauwi ako ng mga 11. tas katxt ko sha.:) hehe. msaya ako bago matulog. kinumpleto nila yung araw ko:) so yun. thanks again for yesterday. hope we'll be together for good.:)
